I am really sorry to my Lord , Jesus Christ. Because He loves me so much... But i don't. That is my fault and my lazy too.
Now days are the most and worst days of my life. The ways are so difficult to me to get back on track... I still believe only Jesus Christ can turn me in. I wanna back... I want to fight against it...
Lord is great, Nothing is impossible with Jesus Christ. Oh God please , please.....
Thursday, December 31, 2009
First of all thanking God for my precious life to reach one another year, very very good morning to all.
I wish you all a happy , peace, prosperous and successful new year. God bless you more and more.
Its just started a couple of hours from the beginning of 2010. When the very first minutes of 2010, i got a call from my brotherhood friend Siju Mathew to wish me new year.
At that time me with my closer friends Jithu, Shabin, Arun, Raseel(shumi), Raju, Ranjith and Naseef . We were on the way to Fort Cochin, It is as usual a KK Trip....Police restricted on the way and they send back.. We were hungry on that time and also planning some other KKs.That time some policeman in Mafthee caught us and told go back home other wise they will charge, we kept quiet and smiled..... We had food and slept sweetly at home.
Early 6:30am i started , my new year with a morning walk.
Then i found, that i have to go a long way to achieve the Pinnacle. Ways are ready , i forced to go...............still i want..
Then the Kochi is as usual like from the past,
Full of waste
and the smell of drainage.
But the reflection of the drainage shows the clear picture .
Oh God , please make it happens in 2010
3:50pm @Renfos Technology, my old office, had a nice chat with my MD George John.
When before this i just got a bad news from my home, my brother got an accident. Got the injury on the left fore head. By the Grace God Jesus Christ, nothing serious.
Had a long chat with George Sir, He shared so many wonderful experience of life . He is Child of God. I planned something for the future. I went there for some personal goals. He is planning about there is no more believer in his company. But he is a true believer. Chat was fantastic, very friendly and open also. And we both concluded with the fact, no man is perfect for god. If any wants to perfect for Jesus, Its only because Gods grace, help and his determination of spiritual war.
I believes that Renfos technology wants to go for the pinnacle, and i also miles to go through Jesus's hands ..........
'For I know the plans I have for you "declares the Lord" plans to prosper you not to harm you. plans to give you a hope and a Future. ' Jeremiah 29:11
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Oh God we thanking and praising you for such a wonderful year you given to us. We thanking you for every single seconds, such as every bad, sad and happy moments to us. Because you give a privilege live here as your child.Thanking you ones again.
God i have a prayer for the new year, please show me some kind and grace to hear my prayer, answer me. I believing you God and your word is living word as well.
" I can do all this through Him who gives me strength" Philippians 4:13
(i) Stop the sinful nature of my life.
(iii)Terminate the laziness and start working hard for the goals.
(iv)Find and get in right and good job for me.
(v)Take the responsibility of life.
God, you will give me the strength to do all this. I believing you God, in the name Jesus Christ the 2010 is the happy , peace, prosperous and blessed year for me. And who reading this as well.
God we thanking ones again for everything and thank for the wonderful 2009. Thanking you for you are answering our prayers, in the name of son Jesus Christ we pray, amen.
5.15 PM, 30-12-2009, Here the three idiots went for the film THREE IDIOTS on PATMA theater in Ernakulam.
Hey dear friends these three are not the ones from the film, here is me, renjith and shabin.
When we went for the lunch , we planned to go for the film on the first show of evening. (1)Shabz had an idea to book the tickets by call, he called 55444 from idea. He got a response "the number is not valid",
so planned to go and take the tickets, you know we went yesterday for the film we won't get tickets neither from the cafe(black or cancellation) nor from the ticket counter.
We came back to home and had some rest. Shabz told me, you and renjith go and take the tickets , i will come by bus. We agreed to that plan and moved on accordingly.(2) We started from the house @ 5.15pm by bike. There is only 4.5km from KADAVANTHRA to PATMA, we took the short cut ,after travelling 6.6km reach theater on 5.50pm and took three tickets.
That time we got a call from shabz , he is not yet started from the home,6pm movie started then me went into theater
and(3) ranjith went to pick up shabin from the home. 6.15pm i got a call from shabin , there in a block , regarding about the film, i told him its just started , come fast. finally they reached in the theater 6.25pm.
nothing special they missed some funny moments of THREE IDIOTS. Its a nice movies
Its a quite feel that, when a new year is coming to life another one year is getting closer to the end.
I didn't yet take any serious new year resolutions from the past years. But this time some thing what i am taking..
Because when you start to think, you will feel, why so late?
But one more thing we have to understand that, this the time to no more thinking, have to do some thing creative.
Such as , when you feel some responsibility, don't be lazy to take.Because the time you took and carry the responsibility, you have to realize that you started to entertain the Life.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
From my own view and beliefsBible says and teaches about Love. Love is wonderful thing(the greatest of there is Love,1 cor 13:13). The greatest Love is Jesus Christ. His greatest Love means that Jesus shows in calvary. He is awesome God, Loves everyone in the world(For god so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,John 3:16). Simply Jesus is Loves you more and more. Jesus Christ is came to the earth for deliver us from our own sin. That is the message of Christmas. Jesus Christ teaches every one to love each other.